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From me the assailant, to you, the victim...

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1. GAUZE - Mode of Adam
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2. Schwein no isu ( Romaji )
Geist Seele Wille Zelle
hakimidarete kabe ni kazarou wana ni kakete dokuga no naka de mogakeba
itami wo shire hakike wo shire kairaku arerugii

supiido ageteku kimi wa misemono
saisei funouna - DNA -
boku to no koubi de umareta kodomo
amari ni mo fukansen eins zwei drei vier

chi wo midarete heruderansu no doku wo motte ozomashii koe kikasete
itami wo shire hakike wo shire kairaku arerugii

supiido ageteku kimi wa misemono
saisei funouna - DNA -
hikuhiku motomeru chi ga hoshii kai
boku ga ataeyou eins zwei drei vier
 
2. Schwein no isu ( English )
Mind Soul Will Cell
Covered in vomit let's decorate the walls caught in a trap if you
Writhe within the poison fang
Know the pain, know the sickness, the pleasure allergy

Speed up! You're the freakshow
Nonrenewable -DNA-
A child was born from my copulation
Too much of it incomplete..eins zwei drei vier

Covered in blood with the poison of Heldelance, let me listen to your violent voice
Know the pain, know the sickness, the pleasure allergy

Speed up! You're the freakshow
Nonrenewable -DNA-
Twitching with need is it blood you want?
I'll give it to you.. eins zwei drei vier
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3. Yurameki ( Romaji )
kaerenakute wasuretakute "yurameku" koto no nai ai wo kimi ni

ano hi kimi no hitomi kara boku wa kiete ita. mou ima sara boku ni nani ga dekiru no ka
nakikuzureru kimi wo mitsume itsumo yori tsuyoku dakishimeta ne. demo kimi wa kawaranai
kimi no ai wa mou nai no ima ni natte kizuku nante... kimi wo hontou ni baka da yo boku
kore de owari ni shiyou ka? kimi no koto wo omou to naze ka namida ga nagareteta.
kimi wo kizutsukeru nante nido to nai. dakara ima made no you itsumo kimi wo dakishimetai.

ai wo uragirisugita ne boku wa.... "mo sannen mae ni wa modorenai no ima wa..."
naze futari wa deatta no kimi ni nani wo nokoseta no?
naze futari wa deaetara sore made machitsuzukeru yo.
kaerenakute wasuretakute ima made ijou ni mou ichido
omoide sae wasuretakute aishita kokoro ga itakute
eien ni ima made ijou ni nai ai wo
eien ni futari no ai wa modoranai.

ai yori haruka ni omoi uragiri no naka de kimi wa "yurameku" koto mo naku...
 
3. Yurameki ( English )
I cannot return, I want to forget, my love for you that will not "waver"

On that day, I vanished from your sight. Now it's already too late, what can I do?
Staring at you as you broke down crying, I embraced you even tighter than usual. But you won't change
How I realise it now, your love is already gone... I was truly a fool for you
Shall we end it here? when I think of you, for some reason my eyes fill with tears
I will never hurt you again. Because I want to hold you close like I always did before

I've betrayed our love too much... "now we cannot return to how we were three years ago..."
Why did the two of us meet? what did I give to you?
If there's a chance we could meet again, I'll keep waiting until that time
I cannot return, I want to forget, one more time, more than ever before
Even my memories I want to forget, my heart that loved you is in pain
For all eternity, love like never before
For all eternity, our love will not return
with my serious betrayal meaning more than my love, you will never "waver"...
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4. raison d'etre ( Romaji )
aishisugite ita ne ano goro no boku wa itsu demo sou
demo mou miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne

sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai

kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
karada dake wo motomete ita yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

kizuku goro ni wa kizutsukete ita
wakariaenai boku ga iru yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

saigo wa konna katachi nante ki ga tooku naru hodo ni itakute
me no mae de kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsume nagara
 
4. raison d'etre ( English )
I loved you too much at that time that's all I did
But already I'm tired of looking at you someone else is in my arms

Now my love becomes nothing hatred wells up inside me
I want to tear it all down my selfishness, too, do you like it?

More than words, much more I wanted
Just your body was what I wanted

A lone pierrot performing before the mirror
Softly comes before me to say
Is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
All alone I'm whispering

By the time I realised it, I had hurt you
We don't understand each other, but I'm here

A lone pierrot performing before the mirror
Softly comes before me to say
Is it me or is it her who makes you suffer?
All alone I'm whispering

That the end should be like this, so much pain, I can barely feel a thing
Before my eyes you scream with laughter as you stare at the red razor
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5. 304 Goushitsu, Hakushi no Sakura ( Romaji )
mado kara itsumo to kawarazu sakura ga kaze ni
yurari yurari yurari yurari to mau

ishiki ga kyou mo usure yuku
kimi wa dare? nani mo omoidasenai
boku no te wo tori chikaratsuyoku
nigitteru te ni namida ga kobore ochita yo

tomedonaku nagaredasu hitomi wa nani ka wo katatte ita
kimi no kaori naze ka natsukashii youna...
kono heya de kitto boku wa hitori de inochi nakusu no darou
dare mo mitsukeru koto no dekinai hana wo...

chiri isogu hana kaze ni yurarete shiroi byoushitsu kaze ni fukarete

itami ga hibi wo kasaneru tabi
yase yuku minikui karada dakishimeta ne

saigo ni natte hitotsu taisetsuna hito wo omoidashita
ashita ni wa hai ni nari suna ni kaeru yo
mado kara mieru sakura ano sakura no shita de nemuritai
atatakaku tsutsunda kimi no te no naka de....
sanmaruyon goushitsu shizuka ni hakobarete yuku naka de
nido to kimi wo wasurenu you ni

kore kara boku wa sakura to tomo ni kaze ni yurarete kimi wo omoidasu

yurari to yurari to
yurari to yurari to
 
5. 304 Goushitsu, Hakushi no Sakura ( English )
From the window the ever unchanging cherry blossoms
Flutter flutter flutter flutter and dance in the breeze

Today, too, my conciousness fades away
Who are you? I cannot remember anything
My tears overflowed and fell
Onto your hand clutching mine reassuringly

Your unending stream of tears told me something
For some reason the scent of you brings memories...
Surely I will lose my life all alone, in this room
These flowers that no-one can find...

The flowers fall quickly, swaying in the breeze this white hospital room blows with the breeze

The pain building up day by day
You held my thinning, ugly body close to you

At my time of death, there's one special person I remembered
Tomorrow I'll become ashes, return to dust
From the window I can see the cherry blossoms beneath those cherry blossoms I want to sleep
Wrapped in warmth in your hand....
They carry me quietly from room 304
So that I will never forget you

From here on, I sway in the breeze, together with the cherry Blossoms, remembering you

Fluttering fluttering
Fluttering fluttering
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6. Cage ( Romaji )
shibire wo kirashiteru boku wa mado no chi wo hiki sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaerezu
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?
 
6. Cage ( English )
Impatient, the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist
If I can do it with a poisonous kiss

Because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother
The memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother
Even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
The first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory

See me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
The creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper
You, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted?
Even now I don't want to forget    the abuse of my childhood
Why don't I have a mother? tell me...

Someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother-like "cradle"...

Because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother
At least, so that you won't realise the first mother
Even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed
The first and last person who understood me is destroyed

Were you too kind to me? The reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
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7. Mitsu to Tsuba ( Tsume no Batsu ) ( Romaji )
byoukizami uchikonde mimimoto wo nametanara otose

hora motto motomete hayaku sore wo kawaeta nara hayaku
hora doku wo kobosazu namete doku wo koboshita nara....

show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual
1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually

hora motto sakende hayaku hitomi aite miro hayaku

juunigatsu nijuuyonnichi mata hitori wana ni ochita ne
Q+II no kimi wo name tsushita nara
bara bara ni shite miyou ka

tane wo ue toridashita namida gumu akai kuchi wo kase

hora motto sakende hayaku hitomi aite miro hayaku
hora mireba miru hodo afure amai amai mitsu wo nagase

kore kara mo zutto "okashi" tsuzukeyou
kissless kept no toubu ni
mad yet kool wo kyou no nomi hoshita nara mata kimi wo "okashi" hajime

kawaii kuchi kawaii mune
kawaii koe kawaii kao
kawaii are kawaii sore
numenume gitogito dorodoro no
ibitsuna are nametsukushi nasai
soshite kimi no sore ni ire nasai
 
7. Mitsu to Tsuba ( Tsume no Batsu ) ( English )
Every second I drive it in if I lick your ears just drop it

Here, hurry up and ask for more put it in your mouth, faster
Lick the poison without missing a drop if you miss one drop...

Show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual
1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually

Here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes

On dec 24, another person is trapped
If I lick her all over -- a 14-year-old girl
I'll just try to break your body

I planted the seed and took it out she's in tears with a red mouth, fuck her

Here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes
See, if I look at it more and more the honey keeps coming
Make your sweet honey gush

I'll keep fucking you forever
Here's to your drug-addicted head
If I take the drug today, I'll start to fuck you

You've got a pretty mouth you've got pretty breasts
You've got a pretty voice you've got a pretty face
You've got a pretty part here you've got a pretty part there
Slick, sticky, sloppy
That ugly shaped part, lick it up
Then put it in down there
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8. Mazohyst of Decadence ( Romaji )
umiotosareru kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai otona otosare
namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo
tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu....

boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete
boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to kanjita
mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga....

fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru
haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga yamanai hakui no otona tachi boku wo sukui ageta
reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga utsuru
sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta
dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni
Cage no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu

aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda hou ga ii
dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou
ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai
kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou
nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita
demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara
ra ra ra....

hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
hai
anata wa nannin me desu ka
hitori me desu
boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu
anata wa yurusemasu ka
.....
mou ichido kikimasu
hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
hai
youi wa ii desu ka
hai
dewa hajimemashou

karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu
sayonara
 
8. Mazohyst of Decadence ( English )
Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen
I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but
I don't know that I only have a few months to live...

I want to love, I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring
Since the time I waited for conciousness two months on I sensed something fast
Yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be...

I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain
Mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up
In eyes overflowing with coldheartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected
Just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed
While my conciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly
If I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven

It's better that I, unloveable, died as I am
In quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry
Just once, I want to feel a mother's love
Maybe this is love thank you
A door that never opens was closing tight
But I am surely your future, and so...
La la la...
 
Is it really okay?
Yes
Is this your first time?
Yes, it's my first
I have killed countless children
Can you forgive me?
...
I ask one more time
Is it really okay?
Yes
Are you ready?
Yes
Well then, let's begin
 
My body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed..goodbye 
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9. Yokan ( Romaji )
uwebe dake de ima mo kimi wo moteasonderu kimi wa nani mo kizukazu
-180ºC ni kouru ai

muguchina kimi ni muguchina ai de muguchina fukai kan wo
muguchina boku ni muguchina ai de muguchina kizuato

juuhachi nin me no kimi boku ni kizuite inai yasashisa ni urazuketa
kouri tsuita kono ai wo

shizukana kimi ni shizukana ai de shizukana kaikan koroshi
shizukana boku ni shizukana ai de shizukana....

kaerenai kaerezu ni muguchina ai
shizuka ni shizuka ni karameau futari

kokoro muguchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro ni hamukete
kokoro muguchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro moteasonde mite mo

"kimi no kao wo mite mo, nani mo kanji nai yo
sore de, zutto damasareru ni sa
boku no mukashi no kizu ni, kore de wa"

itsu kara ka anata ni kizuite ita demo
anata no soba ni ireru dake de ii no

boku wa saigo ni kimi wo dakishimeta
kore ga saigo ni naru to mo shirazu ni
 
9. Yokan ( English )
Everything is false between us
I am still using you
You don't notice anything
Our negative love is frozen

To silent you, with silent love,
give silent discomfort
To silent me, with silent love,
leave a silent scar

You are the 18th girl for me
You don't realize the way I am
You don't notice my cold love,
behind my kindness

To quiet you, with quiet love,
quietly holding back
To quiet me, with quiet love,
quietly...

We can't change. We can't return
That's the silent love
Quietly, quietly,
the two of us are entangled

To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
pointing a blade at my heart
To a silent heart, with a quiet heart,
even if my heart wanders

"I don't feel anything
even when I look at your face.
You should just keep being deceived.
That's nothing compare
to what I had in the past"

You said,
"I found about you sometime ago,
But I'm happy just being with you"

I just held you at the end
You'll never know this is the last time

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10. MASK ( Romaji )
kutsuu kasaneta hibi katamete yuu asufaruto ni
"umete"
doku no hana ga saki midarete juuji wo kiri inoreba

heiwashugisha no shiroi MASK kono te ne totte
"kowase"
migi e narae shibarareta haijin tachi
"zorozoro"
muchi de utareru mainichi nara kubi nama tsukami
hakaishugisha no kuroi MASK kono te ni totte
"kabure"

Sweet life Mad life Last life Brain crash

migi me hidari me migi te hidari te migi ashi hidari ashi
"kubi"
hone ase namida ketsueki kokyuu shinkei shunou mo
"zutazuta"
mahi suru made nomashi tsuzuke hiru wo nomasete
yume wo tachikirarete ikiteku dokusai shugi ni
"kurue"

hane wo hirogete miyou arumi no hane
oni no inu ma ni jimen ni hayaku ochiyou
hane wo hirogete miyou kuzure yuku yume
kanawanu yume jimen ni hayaku chiribame
 
10. Mask ( English )
Agony builds up, day after day in hardening asphalt
"Bury it"
The flowers of poison bloom in profusion if I cross myself and pray

The pacifist's white mask take in this hand
"Break it"
Do the same as the rest bound and tied mindless people
"Marched"
If struck every day with a whip seized by the neck
The bellicist's black mask take in this hand
"Wear it"

Sweet life Mad life Last life Brain crash

Right eye left eye right hand left hand right leg left leg
"Neck"
Bones sweat tears blood breath nerves even brains
"Torn"
Continue to drink until numbed, in a stupor let them drink the leech
"        "
Dreams severed, living under dictatorship rules
"Go mad"

Spread your wings and see aluminium wings
While the demon isn't there go quickly down to the ground
Spread your wings and see a collapsing dream
An unfullfilled dream scatter fast on the ground
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11. -ZAN- ( Romaji )
daeki nure ni shita
ao sameta karada wa
shikai ni hebari tsuita
yugameta zankoku e

mujou ni mo kuchiteku
mijikashi inochi mau
saigo ni mita kioku
warau kimi.... yame

kimi ga inai
kimi ga warau
kimi ga inai
boku ga inai

PSYCHO yugamu mawaru naka
PSYCHO zankoku no mama
PSYCHO PASTTRAP
PSYCHO PASTTRIP
by.... DEATHTRAP

kimi ga inai
boku ga inai
kimi ga inai
boku ga inai
boku ga kuru
 
11. -ZAN- ( English )
Painted with saliva
A paling body was
Clung to within sight
A distorted picture of cruelty

Even emotionlessness is rotting
Dance a short life
The memory I saw at the end
You laughing... die
You are not here
You are laughing
You are not here
I am not here
 
PSYCHO while warping, revolving
PSYCHO cruelty unchanged
PSYCHO past trap
PSYCHO past trip
By... Death Trap
 
You are not here
I am not here
You are not here
I am not here
I am coming
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12. Akura no Oka ( Romaji )
ano basho de deatta ne ima de wa mou nani mo dekinai keredo
kono machi de deatta ne ima de wa mou dare mo aisenai keredo

kimi wa ima ano oka de futari de mita kono sora wo mitsumeteru
boku wa ima kono sora de futari de ita ano oka wo mitsumete

kareru hana ano koro no you ni mou ichido dake de ii kirei ni sakitakute
kono yoru ni kokoro mo risou mo yami ni tokekomu semete konya dake demo

kimi no soba de ano basho de kimi to deai subete wa hajimaru ima de wa nani mo dekinai
kono machi de kimi to deai ima de wa dare mo aisenai kimi to futari de
mata ano oka e

kareru hana ano koro no you ni mou ichido dake de ii kirei ni sakitakute
kono yoru ni kokoro mo risou mo yami ni tokekomu semete konya dake demo

tsunaideta yubi ga todokete fukaku shizumi yuku boku saigo ni mita kimi wo
aishiteta kanawanai yume akuro no oka de matsu kimi to nemuritakute
samenai yume

kako wa nido to modorenai keredo umarekawari kimi wo sagasu kara
sono toki made boku wo matte ite keredo ima wa ano oka ni wa mou....
 
12. Akura no Oka ( English )
At that place, we happened to meet.. and now we can't do anything, yet..
In this town, we happened to meet.. and now I cannot love anyone, yet..

You are now, at that hill, where we two saw this sky that you are staring at
I am now, at this sky, where we two were that hill that I am staring at

Withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once More wanting to bloom beautifully
Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight
I'll be by your side

At that place, my encounter with you everything will begin and
Now, we can't do anything
In this town, my encounter with you and now, with you who cannot Love anyone, the two of us
Again, to that hill

Withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more Wanting to bloom beautifully
Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight

The bond that joined us is broken I, deeply depressed saw at the end, I loved you
A dream that won't come true wait at the hill of Acropolis I want
To sink into sleep with you
To unwakeable dreams

The past can never be restored, but... in another incarnation I will search for you, so
Until that time wait for me yet now at that hill, you are not there....
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13. GAUZE - Mode of Eve
 
 

Information supplied by several sources.

To you whom I have never seen...