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Spread your wings, you who wishes to fly.... dream of the swallowtail...

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1. Deity ( Russian )
golovokrudzenie
Yeva Adam
muchenie
dzertva
apostol
bog bol
roditsya
probovat
krov
noll
 
1. Deity ( English )
Giddiness
Eve Adam
Torture
Victim
Apostle
God pain
To be born
To taste
Blood
Nothing
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2. Myaku ( Romaji )
got for gimmick... devise

saa, nemurimashou yume wo miyou
blood . earth . lie . sky
tainai ni hakidashite
body . god . box . beast
otsukisama kirei deshou
smell . neck . trap . black
Ano hito wa kabe no naka...

akaku amaku rasen wo ega ita kioku wo tsuchi ni kaeshite
motto fukaku ezuku gurai ni warau wa tadareta yoru ni...

sen kyuhyaku kyujuu kyu nen juuichigatsu itsuka gozen rokuji sanjuu pun nijuunana byou
B-gata de keppekishou no watashi wa A-gata de fuminshou no anata kara
sukoshi dake uso wo oshiete morai
ureshisa no amari heishokyoufushou no watashi wa anata ni
teisou obi wo purezento shimashita (tottemo niau wa)
kanpeki shugi no watashi wa tadareta yoru ni
doumyaku wo pikupiku sase nagara
anata no joumyaku ni halcyon wo chuunyuushi
arittake no ketsueki wo toridashite
shinpuruna kono heya ni
hitotsu dake tsuru shite kazarimashita
sore wo mi nagara watashi wa kando bousou no bechobechona are wo gankyuu mukidashi no anata ni
mise nagara sanbun tengoku ii kanji
sakuran joutai TYPE-A

akaku amaku rasen wo ega ita kioku wo tsuchi ni kaeshite
motto fukaku ezuku gurai ni warau wa tadareta yoru...
tsukihi ga tateba izure wa
kono ko ga umarete anata ni nari
motto fukaku ezuku gurai ni chikara wo komete misete
akaku amaku

egureta kikei
got for gimmick... devise
 
2. Myaku ( English )
Got for gimmick... devise
Well, let's sleep let's see the dream
Blood. Earth. Lie. Sky
Vomit inside the body
Body. God. Box. Beast
Glorious moon isn't it pretty
Smell. Neck. Trap. Black
That person is inside a wall...
 
Scarlet sweet a memory sketched as a spiral returns to the earth
Deeper still laughing like you're tame in this inflamed evening

1999, November 5th 6:30pm and 27 seconds
B-type, I, a perfectionist    from A-type, you, an insomniac
You teach only a little of the lie
I, claustrophobic, am so happy that
I gave you a present of a chastity belt (it suits you very well)
I with flawless principles, in this inflamed evening
While my arteries pulse
Into your veins inject the halcyon
Take out all the blood that there is
In this simple room
Only one I decorated it by hanging
While looking at that my feelings run wild, at my moistness you're staring in shock
While showing 3 minutes of paradise a good feeling
Hysteria TYPE-A

Scarlet sweet a memory sketched as a spiral returns to the earth
Deeper still laughing like you're tame in this inflamed evening

If time passes anyhow
This child will be born and will become you
Deeper still show me your best, as this child is tamed

Scarlet sweet
Gouged freak

Got for gimmick... devise
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3. Wake / Ryuu ( Romaji )
hachigatsu itsuka doyoubi sora ni kumo wa naku
biru no saijou kai kara kizukeba wakare wo tsugete
hachigatsu mikka mokuyoubi boku no kokoro ni kizu ga
roku do me no kizu zutazuta ni nari subete kowarete shimae subete

deatte hajimete kizuita jibun no orokasa wo
hito wo shinjirarenai mama hito wo kizukete iru to
naze mata boku wa kimi no koto wo korizu ni ai suru no
koushite boku wa ai suru koto wo wasurerarenai you da
demo
shinjiru koto wa shiawaku kizukarenai you ni
hitori de naite ita kimi ni wakaranu you

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo ima dake wa kimi dake wo ai shite itakatta

wasureyou to shita toki mo aru kedo ima wa dakishimetai

shinjiru koto ga shiawaku kimi no kako wo shitta
wasurerarenai no wa kimi no kata na no ni

kore ijou kore ijou wa kizutsukitakunai
demo kimi dake wo chikara tsuyoku dakishimerarenai

hachigatsu itsuka hareta kumo no nai sora no naka de
mou saigo da ne jimen ni hirogaru jibun wo mitsume

"kimi wo daite" "kimi wo mitsume" "kimi wo aishi" "kimi wo omou"
 
3. Wake / Ryuu ( English )
August 5th, Saturday not a cloud in the sky
From the top floor of this building if I notice I'll inform of our parting
August 3rd, Thursday in my heart a wound
The 6th wound it becomes torn, everything is broken.. everything
 
The first time we met, I noticed my own foolishness
Always unbelieving of people wounding people
Why didn't I learn of my love for you
Having done this I cannot seem to forget this love
But
I believe in happiness I don't seem to notice
Alone I was crying I didn't seem to understand you

More than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
But only now, it's only you that I wanted to love

There's a time I made sure to forget, but now I want to hold you close

I believe in happiness I knew your past
I cannot forget in spite of you

More than this more than this I don't want to be hurt
But it's only you I cannot hold closely, reassuringly

August 5th in a sunny sky with no clouds
Already this is the end spread across the ground, staring at myself

"I embrace you", "I stare at you", "I love you", "I will remember you"
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4. Egnirys CimredopyH +)_____ an injection ( Romaji )
aru tsuki no kuroi hi tsuki wo zutto mite ita doukou hiraki nagara
kinou tsurusareta kuroi neko hitomi dake hikatteru gira gira

aru tsuki no akai hi neko wa boku wo mite iru doukou hiraki nagara
niku to furan no katamari "nou no neji ga vier tarinakunatte iru n da"
romantic da ne

kamisama dou ka tasukete ima sugu ni nukedashitakute
ima sugu ni inochi wo tatte awarena kono mi wo tsurushite

shi . ro . i . ko . na . onaka dashitai hane ga haete yuku Psycho no yoru
shi . ro . i . ko . na . onaka dashitai psycho no tsukiyo to romanticist

aru tsuki ga nai yoru kabe ni shaberi kaketa yo boku no kahanshin ga
juuhachi wo sugite mo musei wa ima da ni tomarazu
souieba kimi wa biniiru no hon da ne

kitto boku to issho da ne shi . ro . i . ko . na .o . supuun ni nosete
hi de aburi gitsugitsu tokashi awarena kono mi ni tokekonde fuwa gura guru core
kamisama dou ka tasukete ima sugu ni nukedashitakute
ima sugu ni inochi wo tatte awarena kono mi wo tsurushite

shi . ro . i . ko . na . onaka dashitai kimi ga haete yuku Psycho no yoru
shi . ro . i . ko . na . onaka dashitai psycho no tsukiyo to romanticist

kireina migite wa kimi no te de
dan dan minikunatte iku
hone no zui kara GOD
hengenjizai no unou ga kataru
"are" wo shitteru "are" wo matteru "are wo" utteru BAD

boku wo matsu shiroi betto to chuushaki to
teisoutai tsutsumareta "are mono" no boku to
karameau karameau migite dake no kimi wa
tottemo kirei de hosokute
dan dan dan dan mukatsuite kita yo
dakara tsurushita n da
 
4. Egnirys CimredopyH +)_____ an injection ( English )
On the day of the black moon, as my pupils dilate
The black cat hung yesterday, only the eyes still glint sharply

On the day of the red moon, the cat watches me,
its pupils dilate
The meat and the rotten mass,
"I've got 4 screws loose in my head"
Isn't that romantic?

Please god save me, I wanna put an end to it
Put an end to my life right away, and hang my pitiful body

White powder, expose my naked belly,
The psycho night when wings develop
White powder, expose my naked belly,
The psycho moonlit night and the romanticist

On the moonless night,
I started to speak to the wall with my lower half...
Even past eighteen I still have wet dreams
Speaking of which you're a porno mag

You're surely with me, putting the white powder on the spoon,
Cook it over the fire, it bubbles up and melts,
Then melts into this pitiful body
My head spins, the room spins, here it comes
Please god save me, I wanna put an end to it,
Put an end to my life right way, and hang my pitiful body

White powder, expose my naked belly,
The psycho night when wings develop
White powder, expose my naked belly,
The psycho moonlit night and the romanticist

RaP: a clean right hand is your hand, gradually getting uglier
From the marrow of your bones GOD
The phantasmagoric right brain tells
Natural genius, developed genius, grave sin
"That" I know, "That" I have, "That" I shoot up. BAD

The white bed I wait in, an injection,
You, who is only my right hand,
Entwining fingers, interlocking fingers with "that kind of me"
Bound in the chastity belt, so very pretty and thin,  
Little by little by little I got sick of you
So I hung you
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5. Hydra
I wanna be an anarchist, too.
Deathborn
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6. Hotarubi / Keika ( Romaji )
furu boketa shashin dake ga
hi wo kasane yuku
hi wo tomoshi kazaguruma de
ayashi namida ga

kago ni yurayura yureteta
akago waratte

ra ra sayonara
ra ra yoru ga fuke

anata aishita kono ko ni
anata kasanete
anata ima soba ni yuku wa
kono ko to futari

ra ra sayonara
ra ra yoru ga ake

minamo ni ukabu anata dake senjou no naka utsushidasu

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
yami no naka e kiete
saikai no yoru ni saku
hotaru no hikari

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
yami no naka e kiete
saikai no yoru ni saku
yuritachi no sugata

kaze ni naru kamikaze wa
saikai no yoru ni saku
hotarubi to yuri no hana
 
6. Hotarubi ( English )
Only old faded photographs
The days piling up on one another
Fire lights up with a pinwheel
Calmed the tears

In a basket, shivered, swayed
The baby laughs

La la goodbye
La la the evening grows late

This child you loved
You build up
Now, by your side, go
With this child, the two of you

La la goodbye
La la the evening opens

On the water's surface, only you float, reflecting the middle of a battlefield

Become the wind, the divine wind
And into the darkness disappear
Bloom in the evening of our reunion
The glow of the firefly

Become the wind, the divine wind
And into the darkness disappear
Bloom in the evening of our reunion
The shape of the lilies

Become the wind, the divine wind
Bloom in the evening of our reunion
Firefly's light and the flower of the lily
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7. [KR]Cube ( Romaji )
onisan kochira te no naru hou e
Gion de asonda osanai hi wo
mainichi maiban komoriuta to
mikazuki se ni yurayura

nihon ningyou no youna kimi wa
hyoujou hitotsu kaenai mama de
sotto me wo toji
soine wo shite
nennenokororiyo...

ima wa naki haha wo omou
kono ko ni kasanete wa
kyou mo mata koto no ne wo kanadeyou

"Mother and you and my new relation"
Without thinking I put my hand on your neck.
You say nothing and you do nothing.
I'm gonna sing the last lullaby for you while you smile at me.
I wonder why I fell in love with you.
Impossible love.

te no hira wo kasaneteru
chiisana kimi no te
tsuriawanu yume
nakigara to ai

kururi, furari, fuwari, kurari
kururi, furari, fuwari, kurakurari
kururi, furari, fuwari, kurari
kururi, furari, sawagu
 
7. [KR]Cube ( English )
Devil come this way, towards the clapping hands
In my youthful days I played at Gion
Every day, every night with a lullaby
Swaying with a sickle moon seen behind

You're like a japanese doll
An expression that never changes
Softly, eyes close
I sleep beside you
Sleep well...

Now I'm thinking of my own dead mother
And my child on top of those memories
Today again, I play the harp's sound

"Mother and you and my new relation"
Without thinking I put my hand on your neck
You say nothing and you do nothing
I'm gonna sing the last lullaby for you while you smile at me.
I wonder why I fell in love with you.
Impossible love

Put your hands together
Your tiny hands
An unsuitable dream
Corpse and love

Turning, aimlessly, drifting, collapsing
Turning, aimlessly, collapsing
Turning, aimlessly, drifting, collapsing
Turning, aimlessly, frollicking
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8. Berry ( Romaji )
papa mama sad daisukina ice wa strawBerry
papa mama mad sukina koneko no na wa strawBerry

papa mama sad boku kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama mad papa kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama bad mama kara nagareta strawBerry
papa mama gyakutai karada ni aza, kizu fuyasu

umaretetatta kyuunen no boku maiban bed no naka
neko to futari neyou
asa wa kimatte daisukina pan jam wo tappuri tsukete
nani mo kawaranai kedo

raspBerry jam
makkana ice buchimakero

papa no hikidashi sotto nozoita oku no hou ni aru mono
sotto machidashite mita
papa to mama ga ne nemuri ni tsuku to sotto shinobiyori
omae kara uchinekou ka

onaka ga suite daisukina pan jam wo tsukete tabeyou
pistol shou ni ate

raspBerry jam
 
8. Berry ( English )
Daddy mommy sad my favourite icecream is strawBerry
Daddy mommy mad the name of the kitten I love is strawBerry

Daddy mommy sad strawBerry flows from me
Daddy mommy mad strawBerry flows from daddy
Daddy mommy bad strawBerry flows from mommy
Daddy mommy abuse a bruise on my body, adding another injury

I was born 9 years ago and every night, in bed
Together with the cat I go to sleep
In the morning, without fail I put plenty of jam on my favourite bread
Nothing changes, but

RaspBerry jam

Deep red ice cream I'll let it all out

I quietly peeked into daddy's drawer there was something inside
Carefully I got it out to see
When daddy and mommy settle down to sleep softly I'll creep up
Shall I shoot straight through you?

I'm hungry I'll put jam on my favourite bread and eat it
Pistol right at the forehead

RaspBerry jam
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9. Macabre - Sanagi no Yume wa Ahega no Hane ( Romaji )
hane wo hirogete tobitai kimi wa ageha no yume miru
hebi kawa niai sou da ne haku yume
garagara no ame ni utare miugoki ga dekinakuta ne
esa ni naru no wo matsu dake sa guchi ga aku

sanagi kara hane wo hiroge ima ni mo tobitachi sou de
kawaisa amatta kimi wa mou otona ne
hana ni koi wo shita kimi wa mitsu wo susuri susutte wa
boku ni kizukazu sono mama de kiba muku

ai sakimidare esukarugo to foa gura no kimi wa
itoshii sanagi no kimi ga usuyogoreta hane misete
boku wo furifuri futta ne i no naka

barari gurari bara bara no kimi hane wa mogete
hebi no kawa ga niau you na?

mawari mawaru mawatta
kotae kurikaeshite kurikaesarete yuku inochi wo

magari magaru magatta
kimi wa toke tadarete hitotsu ni nari mazari aou ka

kitto ningyo no you ni ieki no puuru oyogu kitto ageha no you ni sanagi wa hane wa yasu

anata nara yuruseru wa ne zankokuna ikimono demo
ashi wo jimen ni wasureta wa nokosanai de ne
 
9. Macabre - Sanagi no Yume wa Ahega no Hane ( English )
Spread your wings, you who wishes to fly dream of the swallowtail
It seems the snake skin suits you well
White Dream
The chattering rain strikes down you cannot even stir
Only waiting, you've become the bait
Mouth Open
 
From the chrysalis open your wings soon it seems you will fly away
You whose loveliness remains is now
An adult
You loved in the flower honey you sipped, and drank
I always unnoticing fang peels
 
Together bloom in profusion with escargot and foie gras, you are
You of the beautiful chrysalis show your soiled wings
Shake me inside the stomach
 
You of the roses your wings come off
The skin of the snake suits you, doesn't it?

Rotation rotating rotated
Multiple answers life repeating

Turn turning turned
You are dissolving, inflamed, becoming one will the joining suit you?

Surely like a mermaid swimming in a pool of gastric juices surely like a swallowtail The chrysalis has wings

If you can forgive even a cruel animal
Legs that have forgotten the ground will not leave
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10. Audrey ( Romaji )
ai to iu mono wa katachi ni sureba kieru
haigo de sasayaku kimi no kotae
shittobukaku wa nai kimi no senaka
tada boku wa amaete minai furi wo

kotoba nakusu no mo ii yoru wo motome aereba
ai wo nakusu no mo ii ashiba nakushi yami e to ochiru

mezameta yoko ni wa miakita kimi no kao
yatsureta kimi ni wa omosugiru ne

hieta yoru wa tsumetaku tsuki mo koori tsuiteta
tsuki wa umi ni shizunde hieta umi wo terashite kieru

hana ni nare chou ni nare doku no toge wo sashite
sunadokei kowasenai tsumi fukaki toki
genshoku no yume wa chiri baransu nakushi
sunadokei kowasenai tsumi fukaki kanjou

kizu wa fukasugite me no mae mienakute
sonna sugata tada mitsumeta

kotoba nakusu no mo ii yoru wo motome aereba
ai wo nakusu no mo ii ashibe nakushi yami e to kieru

aisenai aisanai ai no toge wo sashite
buzama da ne midara da ne modaeteru kimi
moto ni modoranai kedo amai daeki sosoide

hana ni nare chou ni nare doku no toge wo sashite
sunadokei kowasenai tsumi fukaki toki
genshoku no yume wa chiri baransu nakushi
sunadokei kowasenai tsumi fukaki kanjou
 
10. Audrey ( English )
The thing called love disappears when it becomes solid
The answer you whispered from behind me
Your back not overly jealous
I fawn over you, pretending not to see it

We won't need words if we can seek the night together
We won't need love, to go to a darkness with no place to step

When I awoke, by my side was your face I've grown tired of
seeing
It's too much for you, all worn out

The cold night froze even the cold moon
The moon sank and lit up the cold sea

Be a flower, be a butterfly, prick me with the poison thorn
The sinful time can't destroy the hourglass,
The dream of primary colors spread out, the balance lost
The sinful feelings can't destroy the hourglass

The wounds are too deep, i lose sight of what's before me,
just watching that figure

We won't need words if we can seek the night together
We won't need love, to go to a darkness with no place to step

Prick me with the thorn of a love, not loved and unable to love
Writhing in agony, aren't you ashamed to be so indecent?
You'll never be the same again but, pour the sweet saliva

Be a flower, be a butterfly, prick me with the poison thorn
The sinful time can't destroy the hourglass,
The dream of primary colors spread out, the balance lost
The sinful feelings can't destroy the hourglass.
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11. Rasetsu Koku ( Romaji )
shakou ohanatsu henbou wa
oboro zukiyou ni utsushi
midare . karakuri . furachiyue
senriganmitoosenu jaki

onore okaeta shura no michi
hyakki yakou wa ja no me
onore no sugata tooshite wa
anchuu mosaku ja no gotoshi

dantoudai ni kakerareshi
kesera kera kera warau
kubinamazukami tami wa iu
rasetsu koku kitaru

raikai no tami inochihate
yotei chou wakuzurenu
onore no inochi ozomashiku
kono yo wa shura no kuni

rei . sei . kairi . jaki

onore wo wasure shura tonari
kokoro motsu mono subete mu to nari
kore sude ni toki osoku
subete kuzuretari
 
11. Rasetsu Koku ( English )
The transformation triggered by the musk
reflecting on the night of the hazy moon
Displaced. Tricky. Wicked
The cleric's eye can't see, this demon

The road of carnage which changed my self
Lawlessness running rampant is a bull's-eye
Searching the dark through this form, like a snake

I've been put on the executioner's stage
They jeer and laugh wickedly
Holding upon high my severed head, the peasants say,
"The kingdom of demons is upon us"

Manners. Nature. Estrangement. Demons

Many peasants died
The hope for peace was destroyed
This life is revolting
This is a world of carnage

Manners. Nature. Estrangement. Demons

I throw away myself, and become the carnage
All the people with hearts, become nothing
Now its too late, everything is destroyed
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12. Zakuro ( Romaji )
koe wo dashite sakenda anata no namae
kitto todokanai wa ne watashi no koe sae mo
demo ne ima wa sore demo watashi wa ii no
itsuka kokoro no naka de anata wo

yume wo konya mo miru wa anata no yume wo
makura no shita ni oita anata no tegami no sei
yume wa zankoku sugite iki ga togire
itsumo gozen yojihan kurushiku me ga sameru wa

toki wa naga sugite
toki wa tsura sugite
yume wa tomaranai
ai wa kogoete yuku no
hieta yoru
konna ni nagai yoru ni wa

ishiki ga chigirete
konagona ni natte
omoide wo chirashi
anata no yubiwa nigirishimeru hodo ni
namida ga makura wo nurasu

kikoenai you ni mimi wo fusaideta
anata no koe wo
tekubi no kizuato
mata hitotsu fuete
kizu ni tokekonde iku anata

watashi wa kowareru tegami moyashi hai ni naru
watashi wa kowareru kokoro kowashi hai ni naru
watashi wa kowareru anata wo nakushi ai shiteru
 
12. Zakuro ( English )
A voice screaming out your name
Surely it will not reach you my voice
But for now, I am okay
Someday in my heart, you will..

Tonight, too, I will dream a dream of you
Beneath my pillow I placed your letter
My dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted
Always, at 4:30am I awaken in pain

The time is too long
The time is too painful
The dream will not stop
My love is frozen, dead
On this cold evening
So, in this long night

My conciousness is torn apart
Becoming tiny pieces
My memories scattering
Your ring I grasp it as tightly as I can
My tears soaking my pillow

Like I cannot hear blocked up my ears
Your voice..
The scar on my wrist
Increasing once more
Melting into the wound... you

I am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes
I am broken my heart broken becoming ashes
I am broken I lost you I love you
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13. Taiyou no Ao / Taiyou no Midori ( Romaji )
yakizuku youna kokoro ga suzu no ne wo kanjiteru
naranai denwa wo mitsumete itakatta

machikado wo magaru to sugu futari de yoku mita eigo wo
manatsu no iro to tomo ni omoidasu yo ano koro wo

manatsu no taiyou omoi wo kasaneta kisetsu
kaze ni nagasareta kimi ni wa nido to todokazu

nakidashita kimi wo mite atarimae no koto no you ni
tada kimi wo mitsume nani mo dekinakute

shiranai kaori ga suru sore wa yatsu no tame na no kai?
boku ni wa kizukarenai you ni shiteta kimi wa mou

gonen no tsukihi ga sugi yatsu to kimi wa shiawase kai?
teramachi de guuzen ai naze ka kokoro ga itakute

manatsu no taiyou omoi wo kasaneta kisetsu
kaze ni nagasareta kimi ni wa nido to todokazu

tsumetai taiyou atarashii iro ni kaete
kizuato wo kakusazu atarashii kisetsu ni some

kizutsukerarete kizutsuke atte hito wa kizu wo kakusu kedo
jibunjishin wo koete miseru yo kizu wa kireina hana ni naru

rai ei
taisetsuna mono wa " " omoide wa
 
13. Taiyou no Ao / Taiyou no Midori ( English )
My scorched heart is feeling a buzzing sound
A telephone that wasn't ringing I wanted to stare at it

Soon I turn the street corner where the two of us often saw films
Together with the midsummer colours I recall that time

The midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons
The wind that flowed past I can never reach you

I looked at you who had burst into tears it seemed so usual
Only staring at you I could do nothing

A fragrance I don't know is it about that guy?
I didn't even notice the way you were already

After five years time are you happy with him?
At Teramachi, a chance meeting for some reason my heart aches

The midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons
The wind that flowed past I can never reach you

A cold sun changes to a new colour
I cannot hide my scars colouring a new season

I can be wounded I am wounded people hide their scars, but
I myself will cross over, and show scars that become beautiful flowers
Next eternity
An important thing "  " A memory

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